Happy Birthday to Me!

Today is my 27th Birthday and I am enjoying my favorite time of the day- the kid's naptimes! I was thinking about how profoundly birthdays have changed over the years. My birthday is not about presents and partying this year (and not because it can't be because I do have a sitter and I am not pregnant- hooray for me!) but really thinking about the miracle of life and appreciating it for what it is.

In recent years I have worked with the rich and famous, made huge amounts of money doing it and making some of my greatest friends. After graduating college, I began working with those who have been thrown away by society, giving up the easy money and fun times. However, by having the opportunity the work so closely with those I would previously locked my car door if they approached or walk down the other side of the street, I gained a whole new perspective of life and people. Working with the severely mentally ill, substance abusing, homeless population and loving those considered unlovable gave me my first experiences of unconditional love. I went places I would have never had the courage to go on my own, but would go anywhere (even while enormously pregnant!) to advocate for those without a voice, to stand up for those who had been violated in most every way. I always understood that I was no there to make life changing strides in their lives. Reality is, most of them will probably suffer and live on the streets for the remainder of their lives. My main goal was simple- to be kind. To not turn away, to not point and make fun, to not be scared. It is amazing what eye contact and a friendly smile can do. I miss some of them dearly, but have moved on to my most important work so far- helping my little ones grow and learn. Certainly the most difficult year of my life, but also the most rewarding. I do look forward to what this year will bring and where my path will lead next!